Trial's on friday

i have Chinese for the first subs :D

i never know i will take this sub at first...

i thought i will never use chinese anymore

but in fact, i still using it in my daily life .

i read chinese books , chinese newspaper ,

i speak chinese .

but y didnt i pick chinese?

so i decided to take chinese :D

i passed my chinese on mid-term exam :D

i am one of the three passes out of four chinese candidates.

i am proud to say that i am still a chinese :D

and i will never give up on my mother-tougue language .

august has finally comes to the end .

its september tomorrow

and i decided to put on my socks

since the time is running short .

i will never online again effective from 1/9/2009 .

and i will never touch my phones , psp , gameboy .

i will stop all my activities and pass it all to my dearest juniors.

what i going to do is focus on study .

for the sake of my future,

secondary school life has finally comes to the end .

i wish i can n i must control myself ...

in order to score my aim in SPM

i will list down my aim at the end of my post .

i will need you guys to help me .

bless me , remind me of this post always .

I , Johnson teoh joo sen , has Decided and Declare that

I WILL NOT ONLINE AND I MUST STUDY FOR MY SPM .

My 8 hours of leisure time will be all replaced into study hours.

its 80 days left . So guys,

bless me (: no matter how my attitude to u

no matter how bad i treated you .

please bless me from the bottom of your heart .

C5 For Moral , Chemistry, Physics.

in the total of 10 subs, i will hope i achieve my aim ...

once again ,

thank you everyone who gonna bless me , scold me , damn me , whatever .

your condemnation will be my power to push me to SUCCESS




Johnson Teoh Joo Sen written by 11.24pm on 31-8-2009 .

Ne Ga Ra Ku :D

Ta nah Tum Pah nya Da rah Ku

Rak yat Hi dup Bersatu dan Maju

Rahmat Bahagia

Tuhan Kurniakan

Raja Kita Selamat Bertatah

:D

do you guys actually remember this lyric?

tomorrow is the big day of our country :D

Malaysia , happy 52th birthday

Satu Negara Satu Malaysia

Satu Johnson :D

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Quoted by 1malaysia-proton

Wawasan 2020,

what it becomes is up to us :D

Study on the run

Mr.Johnson is studying...

50 hours left to study ...

trial in 2 weeks time ...

Time is running short ...

Wish Me Luck

wish me all the best ...

Thanks a lot if you cheer me up :D

Love you guys .. =)

I have migraine :(

bad headache ...

after badminton today ,

i rest for one hour

though ,

it's not really enough for me ...

7.30pm - 10pm tuition

... now only i have time for my dinner ...

aiks... ~ ~

today is the day of 30 hour famine run ...

and Da Ma Cai National Wushu Competition ...

















too bad i cant join neither of them ...

i thought of getting one more gold medal for Putrajaya ...

but it's okay since no one gonna appreciate it !

try again next year or some other year .

i want to be the best in Malaysia ...





LOL... i am listening to love story ...

Suddenly ,

its already one year ...

last year at this moment,

i was on line and chat with her.

haha

this year at this moment,

i am sorry to her that i made such many promises that i can't fulfill...

i am too bad i know :(

Flower-hearted ... Flirtatious

i am not a good guy i think ...

perhaps i gonna change myself .

but how ?

no guidance...

with my hand ,

i will change myself into a better person .

May the god be with me ... =)

God Bless Me .

Sejarah 60
physic 34

never fail sejarah this year
never pass physic this year

2 weeks to go trial
...

i haven't touch any single page of any books .
what i do is play play play play blog blog blog blog !
Roar ...

hate myself being so lazy ...
Autophobia ...
I am afraid of test ... =(

Tomorrow is 190809...

So fast ... Johnson1992 is one year old now .

joining jay2u is the best moment of my life so far .

i know my girl there . although i failed

i know my friends there .

i know more n more about mr.Jay

i collect more collection after i joined.

i received three present from jay2u friends. [ thanks ]

time flies .

but our friendship will always be improving.

right ? =)

Ally, Fei , Mushroom , Kason , Lausao , Yenjo , Yuki , Jack , Qiaowei , Peggy , Jec , Kenny , Siong , Niuzai , Bubu , Shien , Lemon , Lots more ... =)

at this second , i cried ... I love you guys ...

thanks for giving me such beautiful memories ...

once again ... I really love you guys . Muacksssss

Lausao ~

Mei yean ngo

Happy birthday

=)

gonna be mummy 2 or 3 months later lo

you must be happy ya!

all the best in your life ...

......

















Van , Get well soon
Everyone , Be aware of sickness .
Good luck

today's mood is good .

because just speak with potato yesterday.

tell her a lot about past .

what a relief .

in fact ,

my soul is still with her .

i being so irresponsible to myself .

but i think its time to let go of myself .

its time to start a new life ,

turn myself into new leaf .

i know ,

with my attitude now ,

no one gonna like me .

Emo all the way , being so arrogance someday

treating my friends like ...

i know and i gonna change myself .

please bless me and show me some support .

i know i can do it .

P.S Happy birthday Qiaowei , though you won't get to see my blog .

P..S Chun Lim , in fact , changing yourself into a positive person is more beneficial than u like that girl . please never think of friends treating u like nothing , but in fact , they really treat you as a friend. good luck .

P...S Yenjo, really sorry ya for ruining your happy mood yesterday, i am still thinking of starting new relationship .

P....S Meyengo, Happy birthday . U gonna give birth to a new life! wish him will always be obedient to u n Kason =)

P.....S Van, do it for no regret or regret for not doing it ! Study Study Study ! all the best =)

P......S Others , treat me well please . =)

now only i noticed i am just a burden to my friends.

not to say what ,

but i am sorry which i just share myself with you .

never listen to you .

i am sorry being so ignorant .

you are caring ,

thanks a lot for your caring .

know what ,

your advices always help me .

i will not rush this time .

stay calm .

at least after spm .

I wants to drink Soy milk ....

with nata de cocoa =)

drink with me, kay?

that day gonna be my first day of trial =(

haven't feel like studying .

because i highly addicted to my cpu and my phone .

i am that type of Materialist

can't resist the temptation .

:( i wants to study .

wish me good luck

all d best to myself .

Johnson is tired of comforting people .

no matter how he try ,

his friend just emo all the way .

he may needs someone to comfort him one day,

but no one seems to care about him,

no one wants to listen to him

his friendship with others is going freeze

and he gonna end it after SPM

he don't want to be negative

but his friends is bringing him to negative world .

" I HATE TO BE NEGATIVE " ... sob sob .

Lady : Why do you like me.. Why do you love me?
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really love you..
Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you love me? How can you say you like me?
Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
Lady : Proof No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm...
because you are beautiful,
because your hair is long and silky,
because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer.

Unfortunately, a few days later, the
Lady met with an accident and went in comma.
The Guy then placed a letter by her side,
and here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...
Now can you talk No! Therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your care and concern that I like you..
Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your smile,because of your every movements that I love you..
Now can you smile. Now, can you move ? No, therefore I cannot love you...

If love needs a reason, like now,
there is no reason for me to love you any more.
Does love need a reason ???
NO!
NO!
NO!

Therefore, when your husband or boyfriend or lover says he loves you, do not ask him why because you know why, NOW ! ;)

-Love Is In The Air'

Smile everyday

Be happy everyday

don't matter how bad-tempered you are

just be happy =)

happy makes us become more positive.

positive brings us power and accurate decision.

I am happy to know you .

you guys .

i miss you guys =)

You are required to answer ALL the following questions.
Tag more than 10 people and repost it with the title:
I've done ? out of the 132 stupid things.

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 3


Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 4 * hey..wheres level 3??
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
(x) Slept With A Co-worker/Classmate
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 10

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 12

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x ) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
() Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel -didnt manage to make 1 out of snow .

SO FAR: 14

Level 8
() Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
() Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
( ) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 15

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 18

Level 10
() Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 18

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 22

Level 12
() Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 22

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 22

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 27

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x ) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 31

Level 16
( ) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
() Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 34

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
() Made a Prank Phone Call
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 35

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
() Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 36

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
() Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By Any Animal


SO FAR: 38

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 39

Level 22
(x ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 41

Level 23
() Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
() Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 42

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 44

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts (at some point of life)
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 45

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 48

Level 27
() Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
() Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
() Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 49

Level 28
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x )Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 54

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
() Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 55

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
( ) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 57

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(x) Flattened someones tires
() Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas

58!

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 15 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl.
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking??
as long as she wouldn't got hit when i dating with her . XD

2. Smart?
ya .

3. Preferred age?
Not 5 years apart =P don't really like a small little girl .

4. Preferred height?
165cm? xD

5. How about sense of humor?
At least understand when i joke .

6. How about piercings?
girls are normal with it . wherever

7. Accepts you for who you are?
At least won't look down at who i am .

8. Pink hair?
a little will do

9. Mushy or no?
Dont know whats mushy

10. Thin or fat?
48kg will be ok. cheh ~ i am not that thin also .

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Fair =)

12. Long hair or short hair?
Nice hair will do

13. Plastic or metal?
Meat .

14. Smells good?
YA.

15. Smoker?
Say No To Smoker.

16. Drinker?
Not too often .

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
??

18. Musically inclined?
=) would be cool if i can perform with her XD

19. Plays piano?
perhaps she plays happy birthday for me . XD

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Violin's better ~

21. Plays violin?
Ya

22. Sings very good?
as long as she won't break the windows.

23. Vain?
Not as vain as Js

24. With glasses?
If she looks good with it. XD whatever

25. With braces?
Whatever ~

26. Shy type?
Not so shy to me .

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Don't too over .

28. Active or passive?
In the middle

29. Tight or bomb?
Soft

30. Singer or dancer?
Doesnt really matter

31. Stunner?
XD whatever

32. Hiphop?
XD its her hobby

33. Earrings?
=) its her freedom

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-un

Asked someone to marry you?
-no

Kissed anyone of your Facebook friends?
- no.

Been arrested?
- no

Slept in until 5pm?
- Yes =)

Fallen asleep at work/school?
- Always

Held a snake?
-Ya, Zoo Negara

Ran a red light?
- Haven't Yet .

Been suspended from school?
- Never =(

Written off your car/motorbike in an accident?
- I am Pro driver .

Been fired from a job?
- No Job yet. ..

Sang karaoke?
- Of course =) i enjoy singing .

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
- ya .

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
- nope

Had scandals before?
- haven't

Kissed in the rain?
- maybe next girlfriend =)

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
- my first kiss .

Sang in the shower?
- Yeah , they threw in stone to stop me .

Sat on a rooftop?
- ya

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes?
- YES

Broken a bone?
- nope, i broke others.

Shaved your head?
- YES , several times

Got a tattoo?
- never .

Blacked out from drinking?
- no

Played a prank on someone?
- Always on beRnardo

Felt like killing someone?
- YES!!!

Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
- first love last 23 days , she made me cry =(

Been thrown out from a club/bar or were asked to leave?
- ya , but i dont leave.

Been in a band/sing in front of a large audience?
- no

Shi shi (means pee in chinese btw) in public?
- YES, when i was 8 or 9

Donated Blood?
- not under 18's job

Eaten alligator meat?
- never.

Tried any kind of drugs?
-YES, alot.. Panadol, antibiotics.....

Still love someone you shouldn't?
- No feeling by now .

Think about the future?
- thinking of my future .

Believe in love?
- Yes , i Do =)

Great jayess

a born great entertainer

every single part of my motion and movement lead to happiness

this seems to be my dream

bring happiness to my friends .

since when i become so mighty ?

gosh.

i dont really want to be an entertainer .

although i am born to be with it

i dont like people making fun of me .

i can't be serious when i needed to be .

i always showing my smiling face to everyone

and no one seems to bother my feeling .

i seem like a person without any feelings

maybe i really just born to be

maybe i will face the fact that i am born to let people tease of

maybe

maybe .

but who cares ?

i am tired . feeling like committing suicide .

laughter needed . supporter needed . love needed .

or else . Goodbye

100 Truths

LAST
1. Last beverage: Milo Ice
2. Last phone call: Yihan
3. Last text message: JingShuang
4. Last song you listened: GeQian- Jay Chou
5. Last time you cried: Forgotten

HAVE YOU EVER
6. Dated someone twice: Ya.
7. Been cheated on: Always.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Ya =( She kissed me
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Always, i have depression
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope, i good in drinking

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS
12. Pink
13. Purple
14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU.. (2009)
15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes, with ms.Wong
17. Laughed until you cried: YES!
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes!
19. Found out who your true friends were: i always know.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
21. Kissed someone on your friends list?: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?: 70%
23. How many kids do you want to have?: 0
24. Do you have any pets?: dogs, tortoise
25. Do you want to change your name?: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday?: Drink Milk Tea with friends
27. What time did you wake up today?: 6.30am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night?: Drinking half cup of Carlsberg at PJ's piccadilly
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for?: Fall in Love again
30. Last time you saw your Mother?: 850pm
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: I wants to change my fate!
32. What are you listening to right now?: KunShouZhiDou- Jay
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now?: Friends
35. Most visited webpage?: Facebook
36. What's your real name?: Johnson Teoh Joo Sen
37. Nicknames?: Js
38. Relationship Status?: Single and Available
39. Zodiac sign?: Taurus
40. Male or female or trans gendered?: male
41. Primary school?: Sjk(c) mun choong
42. High School?: Sri KL ,sri bestari
43. University?: not yet.
44. Hair colour?: black, white and gold
45. Long or short?: Medium.
46: Height?: 178, Shortie.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Sometimes
48: What do you like about yourself?: Self Confident
49. Piercings?: no
50. Tattoos?: no
51. Righty or lefty?: righty

FIRSTS
52. First surgery?: on my nose
53. First piercing?: Nope
54. First best friend?: Kok Tai Ping & Kok Tai Wei
55. First vacation?: Beijing
56. First crush?: 2007 before CNY

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: ya
60. Drinking: not drinking
61. I'm about to: bath
62. Listening to: Yuan You Hui-Jay
63. Waiting on: Replies of msn

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get married?: yes
66. Careers in mind?: career that make people happy

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: both!
69. Shorter or taller: shorter
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: both with limits
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: neither 1 of these

HAVE YOU EVER
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope
77. Drank hard liquor: Haven't
78. Lost glasses/contacts: I don't wear specs
79. Sex on first date: Nope!
80. Broken someone's heart: Think so
81. Had your own heart broken: yes
82. Been arrested: Never commit a crime
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: YES, my grandma
85. Liked a friend that is a girl?: Of course

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Clause: nop .
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
93. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: yes
94. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?: No
95. Did you sing today? In my house, speedy-rap
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Back to 11-may-1992
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 25-12-2008.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: NO
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes.